Looking back at my Xanga

Well, guess what I found? Its an entry from my xanga page back in September of 2004. When I was reading it, I couldnt believe I use to type the why I did back then, ugh! -_- Oh well, but the entry still seemed pretty true. Here it is, the same as I wrote in 2004; no changes, no nothing.

------XANGA.COM ENTRY

LEMME JUS BREAK iT DOWN FOH YA'LL LOVE BiRDS !! WELL i JUS WANA SAY THAT i HAD A DEEP AS CONVERSATiON WiD MY HOMiE ANDY AND THiS iS WAHT WE GOTA SAY!! iF YOU iN LOVE AND i MEAN TRULY iN LOVE [[ex. first love]] AND YOU REALLY WANT YER RELATiONSHiP NAWT TO SiNK AND NEVER LET GO OF HiM // HER THEN WEN YOU FiGHT..EVEN THO iF iTS LiL AND YOU GET UPSET WiD THAT LiL DUMB ASS EFFER FiGHT TRY TO FORGiVE EACH OTHER...COZ YOU'LL NEVER KNO THAT LiL FiGHT CAN TURN iNTO A BiGGER WUN... AND END UP BREAKiN UP WiD EACH OTHER..AND iF THAT PERSON YOU HELLA LOVE THEN YER GONA FEEL DOWN FOH A LONG TiME COZ YOU JUS LOST SUM WUN WHO iS REALLY DEEP TO YER HEART TO YOU AND YOU KNO YOU CANT REPLACE HiM // HER. YOU PROLLY WAiT AND WAiT FOH DAES, WEEKS, MONTHS, YEARS COZ YOU THOUGHT HE // SHE WOULD COME BACK TO YOU LiKE ALWAiiS.. BUT THiS TiME iT WAS DiFFERENT..HE // SHE DiDNT RETURN TO YOU. AND THAT PROLLY MADE YOU HURT iNSiDE DEEPLY COZ YOU JUS LOST YER LOVE WUN COZ OF THE FiGHT YOU BOTH COULD HAD AND COULD HAVE SOLVE BUT NAW... YOU GUYS BOTH DiDNT... i MEAN WAT CAN YOU SAY..NUN RiGH..CANT SAY NUN..JUS THiNK OF THE SPESHUL PERSON WHO WAS OR STiLL iN LOVE WiTH..i MEAN LiFE iSNT FAR AND YOU HOPE THERE WOULD BE MANY CHANCES FOH THiNGS..BUHT i GUESS LOVE iSNT REALLY WUN AND iT WiLL TAKE A LOT OF HEALiN AND A LOT OF GOOD ASS SUPPORT FROM YER FRiENDS TO GUiDE YOU AND.... SOMETiMES NO WUN WiLL EVER REPLACE YER LOVE FOH THAT PERSON OR HiS // HER LOVE FOH YOU [[i sed sumtimes]]...AND ANOTHER THiNG i MEAN iN RELATiONSHiPS YOU GUYS MAKE PROMiSES AND PROMiSES ARE MADE TO BE BROKEN..NO WUNS PERFECT..i MEAN YOU MiGHT BE MAD AT THEM BUHT YOU SHOULD AT LEAST EXCEPT THAT iT WAS A MiSTAKE TO BREAK... COZ YOU KNO iN GENERAL YOU BROKE A PROMiSE BEFORE AND YOU JUS CANT GO HELLA BiTCH AT THEM FOH THAT i MEAN NO BUDDY iS PERFECT LiKE i SED COZ i KNO i'VE DONE THAT AND i ADMiT i WAS MAKiN TO MANY PROMiSES THAT i KNO WERE GONA BE BROKEN...GUESS THAT WAS MY FAULT...ANOTHER THiNG iS CHEATiN..i MEAN DAMN iF ONE OF THE COUPLE WAS iN LOVE AND THE OTHER CHEATED ON HiM // HER THAT WOULD HURT LiKE F*CK COZ i MEAN NO WUN WANTS TO GET PLAYED..AND YOU JUS SEEM LiKE iTS THE END OR YER JUS HELLA EFFiN PiSS AND SHYT AND YER LiKE DAMN SHOULD i GiVE HiM WUN LAST CHANCE OR SHOULD i HELLA THiNK ABOUT THiS SHYT..WELL iF YOU LOVE HiM // HER AND i REALLY MEAN LOVE THAT PERSON.... THEN GiVE THEM ANOTHER CHANCE TO PROVE THEiR SORRY OR LET THEM PROVE THERE SORRY AND TAKE THEM BACK..!! i MEAN RELATiONSHiP ARE TOUGH BUHT iF YOU GET THROUGH YER GONA LOVE ALMOST OR EVERYDAY YOU SPEND WiD THAT PERSON COZ YOU HAVE THAT SPESHUL SUM WUN TO SHARE iT WiD..AND YOU SHOULD BE THANKFUL COZ YOU GOT SUMWUN THERE FOH YOU AND ALWAiiS WiLL AND THAT LOVES YOU !!